Bleach::faraway memory

ah fark, my naming sense will always be so phail

I'm in the mood of drawing GinRan, started with I don't know what to draw except their childhood, the song titled "uta ni katachi wa nai keredo" sung by Pokota (it's the piano version of the same song sung by Miku) helped me a lot to find the idea --> [link]
his voice so soothing and somehow it fits my mood of the sweet times when they're together if Pokota-san were in my itunes, maybe he already run away since I play the song nonstop

and for translation, I found it on teto version --> [link]

Petal that colors time of pink
in the light where it flutters
I should have been able to laugh
in vivid everyday
we left the sand castle
it melts to the wave
and the dream surely ends

if I wake up in the pure-white world
an extended arm cannot be gripped anything
to the point of the sky that had been looked up becomes neighborhood
what did I lose?

see-through wave
shadows of us who reflect it are blue and far
that day, I learnt the world
and it became light
I will sing
when you who gave me the smile are crying
even if just a little
I want to become the support of you
you must be so in the day which I had cried

things I forget here
all treasure that you gave
everything is fading away in time except only formless things

see-through wave
no matter how the sandcastle disappear
I will leave it to you
light is collected there
I will sing
when you who gave me the smile are crying
though I am not reliable
I want to defend you

to you that is far away
this light flies in the sky and flaps
I want to deliver such song
though all things that I present are formless
in the corner of your mind
I want to become a twinkle star

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for the picture itself...I think my outline will be mess forever and if you realize, I hate to draw hands and background that's why that two look awful =__=

the hand and daisy (that's daisy I told you) were the last minute decision, then I looked up to the flower language, the daisy means: Innocence, loyal love, I'll never tell, purity, love that conquers all. oh mai fit much? even though at first I only wanted a small and easy to draw flower to ornate her hair

now I'm thinking about rangiku's poem...
It is not terrifying to know sorrow.
Terrifying is to know you can't go back to happiness you could have.
orz now I'm in emo mode